last post for 2007

Happy New Year, friends!! Ü

scars and girlfriends

i love the way my friends are so supportive and so real. earlier today i was in ellein's house in the mountains (haha. tagaytay.) and i shared with them my new problem...

me : may matindi akong problema...
ellein : ano?
me : may 6 akong mosquito bites sa hita, dahil nagovernight kami sa school last week. nag-OFF! na nga ako, lalo pa 'kong nangati. huhu...
pauline : sus, akala ko naman kung ano.
me : natatakot ako kasi magpepeklat to, eh ang dami.
ellein : sus, mawawala rin yan, wag ka mag-alala, namumula pa ba?
me : hindi na. nawawala ba talaga to?
ellein : oo. makikita mo mawawala rin yan.

it might not seem like a real problem but for me, it is. seriously. and i have another new scar on my lower shin from hitting the edge of an elevated screen door. all of these are on my right leg. i might as well have it cut off. (kidding..., i still love my leg no matter what) gah!!

i love the way my friends give me hope. i love them to bits.

gossip girl

grabe, ineexpect ko na puro chismis lang and all ang gossip girl series, hindi pala. maganda yung kwento, cinematography, casting.. nakakatuwa!!

and chace crawford (nate archibald) is so hot. haha. don't you agree, ro? haha. (blair-nate ako, ro, hindi blair-chuck). anyway, here's a snapshot of him:


i just hope the producers of the tv series don't follow the real flow of events in the novel, i hope they write a different story from season 2 onwards. the novel consists of 12 books. i've read the spoilers and i think it (kind of) sucks.

highlands

hindi ko alam kung ibang level lang talaga yung lamig kanina sa tagaytay, o nasanay na ko sa mainit na panahon sa maynila.

nakakapagtaka kung iisipin ko na nakatagal ako ng apat na taon doon araw-araw noong highschool na walang jacket kahit tag-ulan pa. pati last time na pumunta ko dun nung sembreak bahagya lang naman akong nilamig. tapos kanina manginig - nginig na ko sa sobrang lamig ng hangin. hindi naman ganito nung mga nakaraang december e, mild pa ng konti. kanina kasi, dahil sa lakas ng hangin e yung mga vase pati yung mga porcelain kitchenware natumba, yung iba nabasag pa(hindi kasi agad nila sinara yung sliding doors).

hindi naman kaso ang attire dahil nakapalda ako kanina ng kasing haba ng palda namin nung highschool.

ohwell.

(i might spend more time with my friends there so i guess i'd get used to the cold all over again.)

jenjenjen

Our block (most of) watched the Amado Hernandez tribute at the CCP yesterday, after eating at Harbor View. was the only one who brought a camera but we weren't able to use it much because of battery problems. So I have like 5 pictures with me.

There. Anyway, I had my first shot at scenic photography the other night:

I was actually just studying at my desk by the window when I and my cousins saw this.

And here's my dear old friend ren pretending to be a drummer:

See. I will never be a great photographer. I made him look like a mummy or something.

first week

Wow, I didn't expect the first week of the sem to be this busy and pricey (pala, the pricey part extends up to God-knows-when).

Earlier today my mom and I went to the grocery in Dasma after buying IP 141 requirements in Bambang, we bumped into an old family friend who has a son in UP-CP (Levi-3rd yr BSIP). She told my mom that there remained only five regulars among the 3rd yr BSIPs, Levi being one of them (at sa loob loob ko, hanep ka Levi!). Yon. Then she told my mom how they replaced the separatory funnel (1.5k) her son broke. She even warned me to be careful with burets, since they cost around 4k.

Hm. Pressured, much?

It's good to know every once in a while that you're not the only person experiencing whatever it is you're feeling, the paragraph that follows is an excerpt from angge...

ayun,kahapon,nalamatan ang pag-iibigan ko.bakit pag-iibigan ko lang,e ako lang nagmamahal e.awww....pero so what poknat.napatugtog ko ulet tuloy yung neon.ikaw pg ah,namumuro ka na!strike 1 na!pero okay na,bati ko na siya.

i'm beginning to miss people.

and i can't get over this song: You Raise Me Up - Lena Park.

experiences

While we were waiting for our turn in UM, my bandmate Iji had this funny conversation with kuya (i didn't hear his name) where everyone was listening, here goes:

Kuya: Saang school kayo nag-aaral?
Iji: UP po.
Kuya: O? A, dyan sa Manila. Anong course?
Iji: Halu-halo e.
Kuya: A. Ako din UP e, Diliman, Conservatory of Music.
Iji: A...
Kuya: Dyan ba sa Manila meron ding Music?
Iji: Wala. Kinanya nyo na lahat e!
Kuya: Eh econ, meron?
Iji: Wala rin. Kinanya nyo na nga e! Lahat na e.
Kuya: O, wag ka masyadong tampuhin, ang bilis magtampo nitong si ano e.

I never knew until last Tuesday that making your own music was fun (plus it wasn't as hard as I thought it would be -- or maybe that's because the people I was with were inspired?? o naninibago lang ako dahil magaling lang talaga sila. haha. dapat hindi nila mabasa to, laki ulo.)

Yon. Anyway, I'm also very grateful Karen posted something about Romeo X Juliet in her blog. I am now an addict. I don't have the patience to download it via torrent, so I'm watching it at crunchyroll(another one of my newly discovered highly useful sites).

I've also been wanting to listen to Brewrats at 99.5, but everynight I can't resist sleeping early so I have never been able to tune in at 9-12.

I'll spend the rest of my day in MMP, visiting ina. That reminds me, it's been a decade.

(hirap pa rin ako mag-isip ng title)

okay. una sa lahat, nakiki-sympatiya ako ke karen, sa kamalasang dinaranas niya ngayon mula sa mga stupid message senders. ano ba yan. may mga ganyan pa pala ngayon. grow up perv/s!

i-enumerate natin ang mga librong na natapos ko this week:

• One Hundred Years Of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
• Of Love and Other Demons - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
• Piano - Bob Kroepel
• Chronicles of a Death Foretold - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
• The Virgin Suicides - Jeffrey Eugenides

so na-realize ko na hindi ko talaga genre yung mga sinusulat ni marquez, nakakaintriga sila pero sa sobrang haba ng mga paragraph ay hindi ko nae-enjoy ang pagbabasa; saka maraming mga details na hindi naman significant sa buong story, yung mga ganun.. ung the virgin suicides naman, ganun din ang problema, sobrang daming in-elaborate na hindi naman kailangan pahabain, tapos sa katapusan hindi parin malinaw kung bakit nagpakamatay (swisayd. haha.) yung 5 magkakapatid.

[i'm craving to watch the movie version of the virgin suicides, though.]

*****

Here's my philosophy on dating. It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that, y'know, turns you on... And it's really, really important that these three people don't know each other. - Brooke Davis, One Tree Hill

(loko talaga tong si Brooke. bad. wag kayo sumunod dun. )

sembreak

yay! sembreak! (ito ang inspiration ko nung inaaral ko yung finals sa phch lab, comm, chem at physics...) eto na. grabe. i can so feel it. 5 days kang stressed tapos pagkagising mo the 6th day wala na lahat ng worries mo. ngayon ko lang naramdam yung kasabihang "itulog mo na lang yan, pag gising mo wala na yan."

at dahil sobrang atat ako matapos ang mga kahirapang dinanas ko nitong mga huling araw, sa gitna na pag-aaral ay nagawa ko pang magdaydream. (naisip kong i-enumerate dito yung mga pinagpantasyahan ko pero wag na lang, baka hindi lahat magkatotoo, nakakahiya. haha. T_T) yun na lang ang natitira kong problema ngayon, parang nasosobrahan na ang pagdadaydream ko.

eniwey, maguupdate naman ako pag may progress ako sa mga balak kong activities ngayong sembreak.

*****

binago ko yung nasa callout nung post sa baba nito. ahaha. :D

happy day

stuff.

okay. i won't even bother typing my blues away in coherent sentences, so here goes;

frustrating stuff:

1. CHEM 18 dept. exam results.
2. 2 unknown cations pa.
3. 3 annoying drops of a strong acid ruined my favorite pants. now it has 3 holes. in the butt area. if the holes were somewhere else, i would still be able to wear it.
   
4. indecision sa p.e. next sem. (parang gusto ko magswimswim.)
5. my dilemma on Scherzo in B and Venetian Gondola.
6. i have to take the finals in every subject.
7. super impromptu speech.
8. hum st 20 docu.
9. interview in comm3.
   

neutral stuff:

1. having bruises because of taekwondo after so long...
2. passing standing in pharm chem.

good stuff:

1. winning gold in tkd finals.
2. new slippers, skirt, tops.
3. closer relationship with my college friends.
4. sunsilk's new hair fall solutions works!!!
   
5. faith, support, and care. (or so i would like to imagine, xp, no one knows anyway.. Ü)

go jennnnnnnnnnny!!! Ü

guilty

i'm so guilty of putting off stuff i should be prioritizing..

• reading and understanding 3 chapters in physics
• revising our chemlab report
  
• understanding and memorizing EVERYTHING in pharm chem

on top of it all i still want to

• read and finish all my new gabriel garcia marquez novels
  
• learn and play music

ohdear.

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peyups survey

survey galing kay angge, tungkol sa buhay peyups...

01. Anong student number mo?
06-14774
02. Paano mo nalaman na nakapasa ka sa UPCAT?
pagkagaling ko sa school, sabi ni daddy. sabi sa kanya ng ate ko.
03. Ano ang first choice mong course?
aynako.
04. Second choice?
pharmacy.
05. Ano ang natapos mong course?
wala pa. yun nga problema ko.
06. Nag-shift ka ba?
hinde.
07. Tumambay ka ba sa Sunken Garden?
ndi naman ako taga-diliman.
08. Nakapag-dorm ka ba?
hindi dorm e...
09. Naka-uno ka ba?
oo. philo1. akalain mo yun. haha. xp
10. Nagka-tres?
math17.
11. Lagi ka bang pumapasok sa klase?
oo, maliban na lang kung may mas importante akong dapat gawin. magbibigay sana ako ng halimbawa pero wag na lang. haha.
12. May scholarship ka ba?
'la e.
13. Ilang units ang naipasa mo?
around 40? ewan. 2nd yr lang naman ako.
14. Nangarap ka bang mag-cum laude?
dati, nung...
15. Kelan ka nagtapos?
hindi pa. pero sana 2011. huhuhuh... pharm chem... =<
16. Favorite prof
sir kargs, mam ragragio, sir li, sir ducay, sir nuestro.
17. Least favorite prof
tan.
18. Favorite subject
histo.
19. Least favorite subject
pharm chem, botany.
20. Favorite building
rh. ganda tingnan sa labas. minsan. haha!
21. Paboriting kainan
gab, pharm, rob...
22. Noong estudyante ka magkano pamasahe mo sa jeep?
ngayon, 6.
23. Lagi ka ba sa library?
ayoko dun.
24. Na-confine ka na ba sa Infirmary?
sa PGH? haha! hindi pa naman.
25. May crush ka ba sa campus?
opkors. Ü
26. Ano-ano ang mga naging PE mo?
bowling, fpf, taek.
27. Kamusta ang block mo?
dabest. iluv'em! =*
28. Memorize mo ba ang UP Naming Mahal?
ni hindi ko nga alam tono nun e.
29. Member ka ba ng varsity team?
di e...
30. Naka-perfect ka na ba ng exam?
as in quiz? once ata. sa comm2. [pag nasa UP ka, asa ka na lang na mapeperfect mo mga exam kahit super nerd mode ka na...]
31. Dito ka ba natuto uminom ng beer?
hindi e. haha!
32. Nanonood ka ba ng mga laro sa UAAP?
hindi. for the obvious reason...
33. Nahuli ka na ba ng guard while doing 'stuff' in the car? Where?
no! (umiihi sa gulong ng car? gawain lang ng boys yun. haha!)
34. Did you ever watch the oblation run?
onaman. ooomaygad!
35. Did you ever participate in the lantern parade?
uu, hyper nga.
36. Saan ka usually tumatambay?
nt, rh.
37. Ano mga org o frat/soro mo?
UP MOrg. iloveit! Ü
38. Kumakain ka ba ng fishball o isaw? Saan?
hindi sa school. sa probinsya.
39. Na kwatro o kwarto ka ba?
neither.
40. Anong mga building sa campus na HINDI mo pa napapasukan?
med, nursing, camp.
41. Anong natutunan mo sa UP na hindi mo alam dati?
walang mangyayari sayo kung maghihintay ka lang ng milagro. hindi lahat ng magaling sa acads, hindi marunong magloko. hindi dapat tanggapin lahat ng dinidikta, dapat mag-isip. nag-iisip ang mga kabataan kaya sila sumasagot at lumalaban.

adik

After months of being hopelessly obsessed with having a grand piano, I finally learned that mine is called an upright grand piano. Talk about ignorance. I am now the knowing (and proud) owner of an authentic german grand piano. Yehey!!! xp

So there. I'll just end this one with a song that's been bugging me since last week....

(stolen by dashboard confessional. i deleted the ripway, it delays my site.)

multiply

now i'm seriously considering using my multiply, cause i can post downloadable music there. hmmm.............

the music dies

this is a poetic sentence i've been wanting to look up in the net, because i accidentally deleted my copy of it. the first time i read its lines was in the group message from my friend jepoy, who chanced upon it written on a chair in Palma Hall. here goes;

"The music dies when the tongue starts to lie, when the heart begins to bleed, and the soul pleads for silence."

kelan kaya ako magiging poetic? anyway, i don't think the music's gonna die anytime soon. there.

hands down

wala. bilib na bilib na ko sa ate ko. hahahahahaha!

estoy orgullose de el

muntik na ko kahapon. buti na lang naliwanagan ako. (courtesy of ate polski). tama nga naman siya diba? kaya hindi ako makapagdesisyon kasi wala naman talagang dahilan para magpasya ako. wala pa.

okey. ibang topic naman.

nakakaadik ang big girls don't cry at signal fire. maygad. mga 30+ beses ko na pinapatugtog pero di parin ako nagsasawa. totoo nga yung sabi ni karen, pangkasal yung signal fire (uh, sabit nga lang sa chorus). pero badtrip. wala pang pdf sa pianofiles. buti sana kung kasing expert ako ni rik mangapa. sa performance naman namin (hindi ko pa nga rin alam kung sinu-sino mga kasama ko), sa big girls don't cry lang nila ko mapapakanta. all else, keyboards na lang. kahit ang forte ko ay piano (i.e. classical piano).

(notice the entry's title doesn't connect with the body of this post. but it matters most.)

the end.

*happiness means grinning from the inside.*

halo-halo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROHANNA ELISE ROLLAN!!! aylabyu RO!!! Ü yehey... 18 ka na, pwede ka na makulong at mag'practice' (tanungin mo si Kayla kung anong ibig sabihin nun, ayaw nya sabihin sakin eh, di pa daw kasi ako 18. hehe... ) Ü Ü Ü

*****

kung hindi pa kayo nakakapunta sa Fully Booked sa Bonifacio High Street, punta na! bale 4 floors sya, hindi pa kasama dun yung basement na manga section (hindi ko pa rin naman napupuntahan yung basement dahil hindi pa bukas nung pumunta kami nila Kayla at Karen).

hindi ko pa malaman kung bakit, pero parang nawalan ako ng interes sa mga novel, saglit lang siguro 'to. pag matagal na 'kong di nakakabasa, baka bumalik na yung hilig ko.

nakapagtataka siguro kung bakit ko ine-endorse ko ang Fully Booked, kung iisipin mo na nababagot na ko sa mga nobela. kasi ganto, yung 4th floor ay music section (yiheeee!!!!). mga cds, lahat ng genre, mas kumpleto pa sa mga record stores. meron din mga libro na sinulat ng mga sikat na banda ngayon. pati meron din mga compilation ng mga classical immortals sa piano.

*****

nakakainis. napigtas yung strap ng CLN gladiator-sandal ko! wala pa ngang isang buwan yun sumabit lang sa upuan natanggal na (oi hindi fake yun ah...). >=(. ano ba naman yan?! huhuhu. sana pag nilagyan ko ng pardible hindi halata diba.

*****

uhuhuhuuhuuhu. nakakarelate talaga ko kay blanca (see previous post). para na nga kong tanga na pangiti ngiti kahit wala naman dapat ngitian. kinikilig sa imahinasyon, kumbaga. nakakalungkot nga lang din kasi nakakarelate din ako sa: Too good to be true. hayyy... =<

nababaliw na ata ako. pero hinde, hindi dapat, bata pa ko at marami pa kong dapat problemahin (i.e. chem18, pharm chem 125.1).

yun din.

napangiti na naman ako sa bagong sulat ni chuchay, to wit;

PAG-IBIG NGA NAMAN...

Ang tao nga naman. Bakit ba ginawa ang pag-ibig? Eh nagpapa-corny lang naman ito sa buhay? Tignan nyo ko... ang corny corny ko nah! Anak ng tilapia! Sabi ko sa sarili ko dapat cool ako. Astig. Pero bat ganun? Sadyang tumutubo ang ka-cornihan sa aking sarili. Bakit kaya? Hmmm.... inlab ako mga fwendz... pero chikreto ko nalang kung sino.. Ahahaha... basta... natutuwa ako kapag nakikita ko ang kanyang smile. Nakakatunaw. Nakakaakit. Nakakatakam. Nakakalula. Nakakasabik. Nakakabaliw! (exagerated na ko maxado) ahahaha... basta... para syang anghel. Ang ganda pa ng eyes nya. Hala! Lumalandi nanaman ang lola nyo. Wasus. Pero sya ay malayo... malayung malayo... Hanggang tingin nalang yata ako. Hanggang pa-hello hello. Hanggang pabati-bati. Hanggang pakilig-kilig. Too good to be true kumbaga...

(yung mga naka-bold ako lang ang nagbold nun...)

*****

aynako!!! ch 18 nga ba yung sinabi ni sir mong na calculus talaga na nagkukunyari lang na chem? kasi 'tong si Ilao eh. ang bilis bilis. puro differential at pa-derive-derive at integral pa. akala ko pa naman tapos na. kelangan ko pa tuloy intindihin uli lahat ng calculus notes ko, oo, matapos ang dalawang buwan ay wala na kong matandaan.

bibili na ko ng bagong swimsuit, yung pang scuba diver o yung pang wrestler. para kahit sinong nanonood hindi ako mako-concious at malaya akong makakapagswim-swim. haha. swim friends, kung nababasa nyo to, sabihin nyo lang kung gusto nyo sumama. bibili ako sa wet shop o spf.

18 shots. 18 candles. bukas 18 wishes naman ang role ko. hayyy... sana matandaan na ng nanay ko...

masaya ako para kay angge, alam ko yung ganung pakiramdam. Ü haha!!!

tikman ang langit

wala lang. yan ang title ng libro ni Angge na binabasa ko ngayon. ang subtitle - "An Anthology on the Eraserheads". simple lang yung libro, pero nakakakaaliw. may konting mga litrato, mga application forms ng mga miyembro nung nagsisimula pa sila. compilation kasi yung mismong libro ng mga essay ng mga fans at ng mga taong napalapit sa banda, dito ko nakitaa kung gaano kalaking impluwensya ang nagawa ng Eheads noong bata pa ko. na-immortalize sila ng kanilang musika.

pasukan na ulit. ano ba. iniisip ko kung anong mga nangyari noong wed, thur at fri pero puro mga pagkain lang ang nilalarawan ng utak ko. siomai, lechong manok, pinya, spag, turon, liempo, strawberry jam.

ok. may naisip na kong may koneksyon sa pag-aaral.

ang galing mang-intimidate ni Ilao, yung bago kong prof sa chem 18. ayon sa chismis, galit daw siya sa mga taga-CP. hindi naman ako sa kanya natakot. ayon nga kay ma'am Ambojia (na kasing-appeal ni Ilao), wala kang dapat ikatakot kung wala ka namang ginagawang masama. ayon. pero sa subject niya ko nag-aalala. pati sa subject sa susunod na taon na siya at si Mr. Lee ang magtuturo.

next week siguradong mamromroblema na kami.

mas maganda ang BURGUNDY kaysa cityland. oyeah!!

You Stole My Money Honey

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!

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1. If someone says "is this okay" you say? Evil by Interpol

2. What would best describe your personality? Hung Up On You by Fountains of Wayne

3. What do you like in a guy/girl? Linger by the Cranberries

4. How do you feel today? Chances by Athlete

5. What is your life's purpose? Peace and Love by Fountains of Wayne

6. What is your motto? Girl by Stereophonics

7. What do your friends think of you? For What It's Worth by the Cranberries

8. What do you think of your parents? The Professional by Sleater - Kidney

9. What do you think about very often? Mr. Brightside by the Killers

10. What do you think of your bestie? Interlock by Stereolab

11. What do you think of the person you like? I love by Athlete

12. What is your life story? She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5

13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Black Swan by Thom Yorke

14. What do you think when you see the person you like? I Miss You Now by Stereophonics

15. What do your parents think of you? Take You On A Cruise - Interpol

16. What will you dance to at your wedding? Yellow by Coldplay

17. What will they play at your funeral? And It Rained All NIght by Thom Yorke

18. What is your hobby/interest? Narc by Interpol

19. What is your biggest fear? Was It a Lie? by Sleater-Kidney

20. What is your biggest secret? Twenty Four Hours by Athlete

21. What song will be the subject when you repost? You Stole My Money Honey by Stereophonics

peyborit DIARYa

oras na para i-endorse ko ang aking peyborit blog, ang DIARYa ng blockmate ko na si Blanca. hindi ko maiwasan ang paghalakhak nang mag-isa pag nandun ako sa blog nya, habang binabasa ko kasi ang mga artik nya e navivisualize ko siyang nagkukuwento na may facial expression at pakari-karipas pa. hahah... ang funny. eto na!!:

Ang gusto ko sa lalake...
May 28, 2007
ni Maria Blanca Fuentes (dito)

Well... well...well...

Dahil sa harteyk at hartbreyk na naganap sa aking buhay, isang bagay lamang ang makakapagpaligaya sa akin. (teka.. baka malaswa yang iniisip mo ah!). Ito ang pagkakaroon ng crushes. Teka.. ano ba ang katangiang gusto ko sa isang lalake para sya ay maging crushable?

- may takot kay Lord at kay Santa Klaws.

- sya ay kwela, mabait, at may sense of humor... marunong kumain ng bubog at lumunok ng manok.

- may respeto sa kababaihan. Isa sa pinaka ayaw ko sa isang lalaki ay ang bastos at walang respeto lalo na sa kababaihan. Kung ako lamang ang nanay ng mga ganong klaseng lalake, avah! Ako na mismo ang puputol ng pototoy nila dahil simple lang ang ibig sabihin ng ganong ugali... Bading sya at wala nang saysay pa ang pagkakaroon nya ng ting-a-ling-ding-dong.

- sasakay sa mga kalokohan ko sa buhay.

- understanding.

- sweet ^_^

- magaling magsulat. O kaya ay magbabasa ng aking mga sinusulat.

- magaling mag-gitara at tutugtugan nya 'ko habang ako naman ay kumakanta. Kung natagalan nya ang mala-kulog na boses ko eh pwede na...

- makakasama kong gumawa ng mumunting mga bagay... gaya ng pagkain ng icecream habang nagmumuni-muni, pagsa-star gazing, pag mu-movie marathon, pag-inom ng hot chocolate habang nagtatampisaw sa ulan at pagsagot sa aking mga "Knock Knock Who's There".

- ikukwento nya sa akin ang lahat ng bagay tungkol sa kanya... wala syang itatago... kahit ang mga mababahong side ng kanyang pagkatao. Kahit ang pagkakaroon nya ng dugong chanak o di kaya'y ang kanyang kulay pink na brief.

- makikinig sa mga problema kong mala-telenovela.

- simpleng mayabang pero hindi mahangin.

- hindi super duper gwapo... ayoko ng maraming kaagaw.

- mapagmahal.

- medyo kamukha ni Keanu Reeves at Ben Affleck. Medyo kahawig din ni Quasimodo.

Hayan at nasabi ko na ang ilan sa listahan... kung ikaw ay may dalawa hanggang lahat na katangian sa mga nabanggit, ipadala ang iyong resume at 1x1 whole body picture sa aking e-mail. Ang mga mapipiling kalahok ay magkakamit ng trip to Jerusalem for seventeen at ang aking mahiwagang PAGHANGA. ^_^

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galing sa artik ni Blanca rin, "SA...." May 27, 2007:

Sa pagbabasa ko ng KWENTONG TAMBAY ni Nicanor David Jr. aka BatJay, nalaman kong ang itsura pala ng pototoy na jupots pa ay mukhang ice candy na may bonet. Biruin mo!! Ice candy na may benot pa?!

Buti nalang at wala akong nakitang ice candy na may bonet sa Oblation Run... hasus...

mmks

Her innocent little face is the presently the wallpaper of my phone. I can't help but stare at the image whenever I get the chance. At only a few days old, she's the semblance of a perfect little angel (I'm certain she'll still look like one after a few years). I can't wait to see her again.

I love my goddaughter.

little boy blue

We had our summer recital today. I played Sonata No. 5 (1st Movement) in G Major by Mozart (stupid stage fright!!). I also had a duet, with Rod, we played Two Guitars (piano).

It's funny how a smile/grin and a witty little comment can ease embarassment, cause relaxation, brighten up the day, inspire one to do the best he/she can.

Take the cue. Ü

**I can't get this song off my mind: Put Your Records On (Corinne Bailey Rae)

Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Blue as the sky, sunburnt and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the roadside,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Got to love that afro hair do.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

It was more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer?
Do what you want to.

things i should not have done

I am an enthusiastic beginner. I noticed I get all worked up whenever I do something new, but I seldom do not finish or get bored midway through. Bad attitude. See, almost everything seems interesting in an outsider's point of view. At least from mine, resulting to a life sans real passion. Or maybe I do have a real passion. Another one of the things I have to find out.

All the stuff I did (and eventually stopped doing halfway through) cost me the combination of these four: time, physical pain, brain space and money. For the sake of justice, I shall not enumerate all of the different activities I tried. The only positive thing I could make out of these is having a neophytes insight/knowledge of each and every one of these activities. Who knows? I might find these various insights useful someday.

*****

Little things I found out/accomplished today:

1. Karen and Kayla are right. I should meet other people.
2. First time I became really close to a mom, my duet partner's mom. I was a lot closer to her than to her son!
3. Kuhlau is one of the best composers.
4. Finished the novel Adam's Fall by Sandra Brown.
5. Two guitars sounds better when played using guitars (with the castanets and violin bground) instead of the piano. (oo, akalain mo yun..) Unfortunately I can't play the guitar.

Two guitars(Guitar).mp3

^^

hinding hindi ko malilimutan yung nangyari noong linggo. ano yun? kinausap ako ni Rep. Gilbert Remulla! :D hahaha! saglit lang naman yun, nagtanong lang siya tungkol sa academic life ko. siyempre hindi ko naman maibalik sa kanya yung mga tinanong niya, dahil alam niya na alam ko na yung mga isasagot niya. nangiti na lang ako sa kilig, pareho sila ng kapatid niya na perpektong halimbawa ng tall, dark and handsome, samahan mo pa ng smarts, guts at values.

Rep. Gilbert Remulla

ngayon ko lang na-appreciate ang allie ng tatay ko sa mga Remulla. na-appreciate ng buong buo. dati kasi, mga 3 taon nang nakaraan, ininbitahan niya yung kapatid ni Gilbert, si Jonvic sa Amadeo, kung saan merong munting kainan sa bahay ng mga pinsan ko. madali na lang hulaan ang reaksyon ko at ng mga babae kong pinsan. pero siyempre hindi namin pinakita sa kanya na sobrang kinikilig kami. nung umalis siya, saka namin pinag-usapan.

Vice Gov. Jonvic Remulla

mapapaisip ka na lang na napakaswerte ng mga napangasawa nila. oo, sana ganun din ang mapunta sakin, kahit hindi pulitiko. pero ganun din, honorable, smart, at ano din. haha!! maygad.

the quiet

may isang bagay ngayon na gusto kong maranasan. hindi biruan to a, gusto ko ma-experience kung pano maging pipi/bingi (mute/deaf). o kaya yung buong buhay mo akala ng lahat ng tao pipi/bingi ka pero nakakapagsalita/nakakarinig ka naman.

pano kaya yun? akala nilang lahat disabled ka. pano pag sinabi sayo ng lahat ng tao mga sikreto nila? tas alam mo lahat yun. o kaya may mga sinasabi sila na akala nila hindi mo naririnig pero naririnig mo naman...? tas malalaman nila bigla na nakakarinig ka naman pala.

gusto ko maranasan yun, kahit isang araw/linggo lang.

*****

may natuklasan akong mahalagang bagay (para sakin) ngayong araw na to. classical pianist ako. nalaman ko to habang tinutugtog ko ang Moonlight Sonata ni Beethoven kanina matapos ko marinig 'to sa tv bilang background.

(si Beethoven nga pala'y bingi sa huling 20 taon ng buhay niya. kitams. ang galing. nakapagcompose pa siya nung mga panahong yun a. wala ka nang ibang magagawa kundi magtaka. see above)

kahit gaano karaming piyesa ng mga tipo kong modernong kanta ang meron ako ay klasikal parin ang hilig ko. yung tipong 200-300 taon nang pinaglipasan ng panahon.

makukumpleto lang lahat ng pangarap ko pag nagkaron ako ng short grand piano sa sarili kong bahay. pangako ko sa sarili ko bibili ako nito pag may trabaho na ko. sobrang mahal ba naman. 300K ang pinakamura. pero gusto ko bechstein, steinway & sons, pleyegel (brand ng piano ko), o bosendorfer.

randomness

may gusto akong itanong kay oj, yung boyfriend dati ni avianne. "Metrosexual ka ba?"

*****

bakit naman ang tagal mag-update ng mga moderators ng peyups.com? yun na nga lang ang inaabangan ko lagi na source ng mga essays at short stories.

good thing there's esnips.com (online resource of books, music, etc). that's where i get novels.

there's this song Six Days off the Tokyo Drift soundtrack, it gave me the lss, though i'm not much of a rap fan.

*****

Dad: Pagkatapos nila asawa naman. Ayoko na bumoto.

egoista dynasty

Parehong-pareho ang gameplans nila Barzaga (Dasma mayor) at Castillo (Bacoor mayor). Both have reached the maximum number of terms as mayor in their respective towns. What to do? Make their wives run for their former positions as they themselves run for Congress.

Congress - a much better alternative if you want to stay in power and be far more filthy rich.

Why make their unexperienced wives run? There may be a lot of reasons to it. I'm thinking: to stay in power, to remain in control of the business transactions happening in town, to hold office until their kids are old enough to take the position from them (yeah dynasty!), to remain beneficiaries of progess, or to serve their beloved people (to continue what their husbands have started, blahblah). Everyone knows the last reason's just for cover.

Castillo. He wasn't able to do anything about the annoying traffic situation in Bacoor during the length of his 3 terms! The hell. Nagsuggest nga siya thru a large billboard sa MMDA, anong silbi nun? Why set the billboard up in Bacoor? MMDA nga. He should have put it up in the Cavite-Metro Manila exit. Sino mga napepeste sa traffic situation sa Bacoor? Lahat. Bacoor's the north end of Cavite, so it's nearest Metro Manila. But there's one thing amusing about him. I can't help but laugh everytime I see his face in the numerous billboards and posters in Bacoor. He looks like Moe (the tavern owner) from The Simpsons! hahaha! Last year he ordered the Bacoor Police Station to be closed. Why? Because he said he was against the political dynasty threatening to take over Bacoor if Strike Bautista (Revilla) won for mayor against him in the coming elections. Then he makes his wife run. Wouldn't that be political dynasty just the same? What an outright MORON. Tagalog: BOBO. See this.

Barzaga. I give him credit for Dasma's becoming a 1st class urban municipality (and the light traffic situation). I appreciate the escalator-overpass being constructed, but I hate the fact he started the project during the campaign period. What a very obvious ploy to make voters select him and his wife. Plus the vanity! He uses government funds to display pictures of him with his family around town. The pictures come with friendly government reminders, but the images are more noticeable than the reminders themselves.

I can only hope they lose.

grade 5 kuno

kanina ko lang na-appreciate ang paglalaro ng dota with friends(blockmates). mas maligaya ang buhay pag pumapatay ka na rin.

panira yung compleshiooon na yun. kahit sa june pa, panira pa rin.

si boni ang may kagagawan ng lahat ng to.

*****

18 candles rin ako sa debut ng elementary friend ko, so magiging malaking ESS-South reunion yun. pero may dilemma na naman. Hawaiian Theme!

nagsuggest si blockmate niña kanina ng grass skirt with bikini top. omaygad! na-imagine ko agad belly dancing eh. hahahahaha. walanjo talaga yun.

anyway, ang naisip ko isuot, at sinabi ko rin kay byan ay knee-length halter dress na bulaklakin at havaianas. magsasabit na lang siguro ako ng talangkay ng orchid para mukhang hawaiian. hehehehehe... joke.

*****

magpapahaba na lang ulit ako, dahil kay riel (& rik). :D

what a waste

one of my friends gave in to a psychotic talk-shit guy. i used to think of a lot of undesirable traits when his name comes up in a conversation, but these days all i could associate with him is psychotic and talk-shit. because he really is. trust me, i do have the right to say these things.

she perfectly knew everything from the beginning, she watched everything transpire during senior year. she knew he has the sweetest, most insincere tongue around, conversing in english when he's starting to get insincere so you wouldn't notice the tone in which he says his words. no, i'm not the only one who sees this. sabi nga nila, masyadong matamis ang dila niya. sabi nga ni katukayo, halata namang hindi sincere, pa-english-english pa.

anyhow, who cares? it's her life. she's free to make a mess out of it.

i won't do anything about it anymore.

bummer!

wow. ang galing ni mrs. austria mag-assign ng sked. hindi tuloy ako makakasama sa calatagan, batangas bukas. magfifishing si daddy at yung mga kapatid ko.

they'll be swimming, fishing and riding a boat while i'm stuck with an old woman who expects too much from me.

sa bagay. kung gusto ko talaga makapag-qualify dun sa bach contest na yun, kelangan career-in ang pagprpraktis. namimiss ko na si Teacher Donna.*sigh*

sayang hindi na kami ng blockmates ko makakapagswim this summer. mga baby pa kasi. hehehe.. :D pero isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun. mas magiging masaya next summer. yay!!!

i want to go snorkeling with them, sa galera (kung saan inanod ako ng tubig habang nagbabakasyon noong bata pa ko, buti na lang may mga mas matatandang naglalangoy dun, kundi, nasa antartica na ko ngayon.), o sa subic, o sa kahit anong beach resort na may reefs dito sa Pinas.

speaking of snorkeling, i'm dying to buy this swimwear top from wetshop. i saw it in MOA a few hours ago while i and my blockmates were walking around the mall. hindi ko lang masabi na gusto ko tumigil dun sa shop na yun dahil hindi naman makakarelate ang lahat. so yun. sinusumpa kong bibilhin ko yun very soon, pag napadpad uli ako sa moa.

- / +

right now i'm seriously contemplating on cutting my hair short. before i wanted to let it grow until october, to see how much it would grow in a year.

sobrang init kasi ngayon.! hm...

sorry for the vanity.

overnight

i'm detoxified. =D

night swimming kami ng mga kamag - anak ko sa father side kagabi sa private resort sa Calamba. :D

pano ba ang scoring sa videoke? di ko alam kung matatawa o matutuwa ako eh. ?! i got 99 when i sung yellow by coldplay!!!

ang cute cute ni baby Melo, parang maliit na kuya Obet. sayang hindi ko napicturan.

ngayon ko lang napansin na si Joker Arroyo ang may pinakacool na campaign materials sa lahat ng mga tumatakbo ngayon. print and tv ads.

black saturday

activities: walking/hiking 6+ kms. in the farm, target-shooting coconut fruits up the tree, basking in the river...

i only liked the target-shooting part. ba naman. ang init!!! tagaktak pawis ko eh. ang tarik din din ng daan papuntang ilog. :|


that's me.


daddy demonstrates the aim. those three are my siblings.

yon. =D

final. sana.

maygad. sumakit na naman ang ulo ko kakaayos ng sked. mapapalate-reg pa ata kami sa physics 51 na yan. badtrip. at ang masama pa dun hindi ko naman kasalanan. bwiset. pero buti naman narinig ko na ang dalawang panig na nagbabanggaan. magpapalate-reg yung buong block. sana malaman na nung nangbibintang na siya pala may kasalanan. hehe. anyway...



magdoDOTA kami bukas after Chem 14.1 exams. sana hindi mapahiya.

sked

okay. after almost 3 hours of arranging my sked and asking people about the online enlisment, i've come up with the schedule below:



hindi pa naman final yan, sa thursday ko pa aayusin.

!@#$%

Math 100 is killing me! >='[

classic

i don't know why, but lately people have been asking me lyrics of songs and asking for my recommendation on classical music. why?!

hm.. maybe it's the world's way of reminding me i need to take a brake from all the school work i've been drowning myself into and train again. at least during vacation [i don't think i'll be enrolling in summer classes this year].

i do need to train again. i remember playing the instrument in my friend kayla's house last month and doing really bad on the piece i effortlessly played when i was in high school. so much for embarassment.

oh well, come what may. [but i do have plans]

look at the stars, look how they shine for you.

dilemma

matagal - tagal ko rin kinumbinsi ang sarili ko na hindi masakit magpakuha ng dugo sa blood letting noong thursday sa G.A.B. ayon na eh. hawak ko na 'yung papel. kumain pa ko para hindi ako mahimatay habang kinukuhanan ng dugo. kasama ko na yung kaibigan ko para hindi lonely. tapos hindi pwede! dahil sa isang extrang butas sa tenga. akala ko bawal lang magdonate ng dugo sa loob ng 3 buwan pagkatapos magpabutas. forever pa ata.

siguro naman may pag-asa pa na pwede magbigay ng dugo pag nagsara na yung butas...? kaya lang sayang naman ang pag-iinda ko ng sakit noong bago-bago pa 'to. ano'ng gagawin ko?!

meron pang isang dilemma, pero akin na lang yun, nhihiya ako eh...?!!!!

anlanjot no?

eniwey, huling NSTP na kanina. alam nyo ba, alam nyo ba? madaming awards na nakuha si Tonton! ang peyborit namin nila Anne at Katr(w)ice. yehey!!! at eto pa, yung mga nakuha niyang prices ibibigay niya sa 10 kapatid niya. ayos, di ba?

pero dabest parin tatay ko. yey!! (daddy! salamat!! :D)
oo. spoiled na kung spoiled.

new ripway music -> Yellow by Petra Haden and Bill Frisell

musicovery

dear friends, check this out...


www.musicovery.com

it's an interactive webRadio, with really fast transmission (if you're using broadband or DSL). sadly, it doesn't have OPM in it since it is concentrated on British and American music. nevertheless, it will expand your musical range. :D try it!

ilugin

ngayon ko lang naalala na hindi ko pa nababanggit sa munti kong blog ang mga tinuturuan namin nila Gel, Anne at Katrice sa Ilugin Elementary School (sa isang lupalop sa Pasig). NSTP namin.

sa susunod na sabado na kasi ang huling pagpunta at pagtuturo namin 'dun. naluluha tuloy ako. pwera biro. naluluha talaga ko ngayon. naalala ko kasi yung isang studyante namin, si Tonton (Antonio Salva). grabe. sobra siya magsikap para matuto magbasa ng maayos, tapos ang nakakaiyak pa dun e madalas siya paiyakin ng mga bully. inaasar na bading siya. tingin ko'y hindi naman.

nagkukuwentuhan kami nila Anne at Tonton kahapon, tinatanong - tanong namin si Tonton tungkol sa family niya, mga trabaho nila. tapos napaisip na lang ako. binulungan ko si Anne, "hindi ko kaya yung ganun...". sabi naman ni Anne, "oo, no? di ko rin kaya yung ganun...".

sa loob ng isip ko naman pinagdadasal ko na 'wag ako tanungin ni Tonton tungkol sa pamilya ko at trabaho ng mga magulang ko. magiging awkward kasi, bata pa siya, umiikot ang buhay niya sa Ilugin lang, baka hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit magkaiba kami...

tapos meron isang bata, si John Andre, grade 1 siya. binibisita niya yung kuya niya kahapon na grade 5 sa fifth floor, kung nasan kami (5th graders kasi na-assign saming ng partner(s) ko). ang kyut kyut!!! hinabol ko pa yun dahil ayaw niya magpabuhat. grabe ang liit niya, ang kulit pa. :D may picture sila ng kuya niya sa baba.

osiya, tama na ang kwento, eto na ang mga letrato:


Tonton


nakasulat sa blackboard, "Welcome Ate Gel, Anne, Jane and Kat. I love you." kitams. naging Jane pa ko. hahah!! :D tapos ung drinowing nila kami sa loob ng pusong malaki.


magkuya - John Andre & John Elgriv


Tonton, Mark, Sarah Jane, Jonavil, Andre, Elgriv

actually marami pang hindi nakasama sa kodakan. absent kasi sila. 12 kids kung kumpleto lahat.

so yun. masaya ang experience, nabigyan ako ng bagong insight sa buhay. bagong inspiration(s). :D mamimiss nga lang namin yung mga yun. :c

civic

my present dream car....



napapalingon na lang ako eh.

news: kamuka pala siya ni chito miranda, ung younger friend ko sa highschool dati, ngayon ko lang napansin. haha! :D

seventeen

"Now that I am in college, I realize that it is a such nice feeling to go back and reminisce the wonderful life I had.

Life had been, still is and will be wonderful for me, I know.

I am young, optimistic, and full of life.

I am positive and true.

Above all, I am responsible for the choices I make.

My life's purpose is to experience love, happiness, contentment and serenity. And my mission is to create a meaningful relationship with myself, my family, and with the people -- who, in one way or another -- have touched my life.

I cannot agree less with Pablo Picasso when he said that "everything that you can imagine is real."
I affirm that my dreams are coming true.. and it's happening NOW."

- Johnnel Tepora
(my personal academic inspiration)

today i turn seventeen. yehey!!! :D



thanks to God, mom and dad. without them i'd be nonexistent.

nakakaluha

hindi ako humingi ng permiso, pero eto, link ng kaibigan/blockmate ko. click na lang ung nasa baba. (ung unang post - February 13, 2007 post)



nakakaluha. isa yan sa mga pagkakataon na mapapaisip tayo. kung ga'no tayo ka-swerte, kung ga'no kababaw ng mga pansarili nating mga problema kumpara sa iba at kung ga'no natin napabayaan ang mga dapat natin intindihin.

nga pala, i replaced the ripway music in this blog with a livelier one.

osige na, dapat nag-aaral na 'ko ngayon eh.

12-17

nakakainis. kung kelan naman linggo ng UP fair, naging toxic pa ang buhay akademiko ko. >=[ . hindi na nga ko makakapunta sa FairSt Night (dahil ang tapos ng Math100 exam sa mon ay 7.30), malabo pa na makapunta ko sa mga araw na susunod. ang malas naman. Sayang ang backstage access!

wala kasing mangyayari sayo dun kung hindi ka nagpaka-nerd. Philo 1 exam - monday, Math 100 exam - mon, Comm 2 requirements - tues, ip lab 121 reporting - wed, chem 14.1 exam - wed, ip 121 lab exam - sat (up until 7.30pm. mga sadista sila eh.). sinulat ko lang, baka sakaling may ma-cancel pag sinulat ko, tulad ng pagpplano, hindi natutuloy pag planado. hehe.

kawawa naman kami ng mga blockmates ko na (backstage) concert people. pero hindi groupies. nga pala, nagsawa na ko kay pochoy (dicta license vocalist). hehehe... tama pala ung horoscope ko sa Inquirer Libre nung friday. Natatabangan ka na sa kanya. hahah!!! sakto!

nawawala pa retainers ko sa taas. hindi ko na nadampot nung nagsipilyo ko bago ako umalis papuntang Manila nung isang sunday. nakita ng nanay ko sa sipilyuhan, nilagay niya sa tupperware, pagka-uwi ko nung weekend hindi na namin mahanap ung tupperware. sana magpakita na siya...

hm... at least i still have something(s) to look forward to. going to team manila with my girl blockmates and my birthday!!

[may tanong ako. ako lang ba ang naeexcite pag malapit na ang sariling birthday o lahat ng tao ganun?]

[un]affected

i still can't believe how i went ballistic almost one year ago, when i had a falling out (a quarrel or estrangement between persons formerly in close association with one another) with someone i used to trust. now that i re-examine past events, i realise how exaggerated my emotions were then (not to mention how inappropriately i acted on the situation).

notice how this is the first time i wrote about 'it'. closure. it's all about closure. (linya ni Mandy, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.

bottom line is the experience made me a lot stronger and wiser, and i wouldn't change that for anything in the world. not even for a chance to retain the strong bond of friendship i lost.

let me share with you excepts from an article from one of my favorite websites. (syempre, peyups din ako eh. hehe... :D) uh, the article somehow reflects the way i felt. FELT. past tense (i saved the article about one year ago).

Love Stories : Losing Faith
Contributed by garnet_fire (Edited by mananalaysay)
Monday, January 24, 2005 @ 12:01:15 AM

"It's over. Finally, I can breathe. I can have a life again, something apart from always trying to be there for you. I can stop trying to understand, trying to make you see that we can work through this, that our love is worth fighting for. All the uncertainty, all the confusion, all the pain of not knowing where I went wrong, is finally over.

"D*mn you for putting me through all that. D*mn you for taking my belief in love, my belief in forever, my belief in you, and handing them back to me broken, saying you can’t deal with them anymore. You will never know how much you hurt me by just giving up, you will never know how much you scared me from loving as much as I loved you ever again.

"I did not deserve to be hurt that way. And you didn’t deserve my trust.

"So much wasted emotion. I had so much more tenderness to give, I could have stayed with you longer, but you didn’t think it would be worth our while. I know you still love me, as I know that you were too d*mned scared to be vulnerable. And I was stupid enough to hope I can help you conquer that fear, or live with it, so that you can take the risk of letting me into your heart. Not anymore. You would rather hurt me than let down your guard.

"But the worst thing about all this is the simple, stupid, pathetic truth that I miss you. I miss you. I knew losing you would be painful, but pain, I can deal with. I can cope with the sharp, intense rush of emotion that cuts like a knife, but is relieved somehow by tears and is dulled by the passage of time. What I didn’t expect was the sadness – the steady, lingering hurt that comes with the realization that you will never again look at me as if I’m precious, special, and infinitely cherished, you will never again call me “garnet ko” with the tender amazement that I really am yours. I miss you.

"Some goodbyes are final. I have a feeling this one is."

###############

from http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=3898

alumni homecoming

ayos, di ba? wala pang isang taong mula noong magtapos kami ng hayskul may homecoming na agad. hahahahaha.. pero mas masaya sana kung mas dinumog ung event. at kung bawat banda ng mga batch na grumadweyt ang tumugtog. andoon naman sila. ewan kung ba't hindi tumugtog. eh nakakamiss din yun.

pero mas namiss ko 'tong mga to:
(kita nyo naman.. konti lang kami.. ung mga iba kasi'y kung saan sumuot kaya hindi nakuhanan ng picture, bute pa si ren, sumingit na lang. sya rin kasi ung pumipindot ng digicam. hehehe!!)

weeeee.... :D anyway, un, Jan. 27, '07, 6pm - 10pm, RCHS gymn.

adaption

what a busy week! i and a couple of my blockmates went to the university library in diliman yesterday to look for sources for our respective comm 2 (research) papers. seka. should i go on and on about my academic life or should i stop here? tigil na lang, baka mabagot pa ang iilan na bumabasa neto. haha..

about travel. unang bes kong makasakay sa lrt1, lrt2, lrt3, lahat sa iisang araw. o, di ba? bago ang ilang trains ng lrt1, ganda. parang allergic sa kalawang. di pa nga bayad ang inutang natin sa ibang bansa na lrt2 ayan na naman at nangutang na naman tayo. ang gagaling nila magpapogi para masabing may pakinabang sila habang binabaon nila tayo sa utang, yan, iboto nyo ha.

dun sa taas, about travel, naalala ko ulit 'yung blockmates kong mokong. wala ba naman tigil sa kakaasar sa'kin at isa pa naming blockmate. haha.. woohoo!!

alumni homecoming bukas sa alma mater high school ko (and i'm gonna miss NSTP for it!). balitaan ko nalang kayo next time. Ü

*****
posible maging masaya kung saan/dahil wala kang mapapala. Ü

any form of adaption is good. - ms. valbuena (psych10)

drama rama

have you ever felt the urge to disappear into thin air? ever curled up in bed, alone, wishing you were a kid again, buzzing around your mum and dad, innocent and completely problem - free? ... or wished things were different from how they actually are? ... you probably had, right?

i couldn't point my finger at the word that best fits this this. (there. i can't explain myself, as usual.)

maybe this is just a case of one of those adolescent chuchus where teens are stupid and rebellious and lazy and hasty and curious and adventurous and paranoid(?), or just plain annoying.

ah. enough!

.....

listening to music while typing my blues away distracts me and changes my mood. well, maybe that's what i need, a big, sleazy, diversion. good thing i thought of plugging my ears into incubus before i completely give in to this.

^ which gives me an idea, i'll change the dicta license plugin in this page into one of the many remarkable incubus songs.

***sometimes, i feel the fear of, uncertainty stinging clear. and i can't help but ask myself how much i'll let the fear take the wheel and steer. it's driven me before, and it seems to a faint, haunting mass appeal. but lately i, am beginning to find that i, should be the one behind the wheel. tomorrow brings, i'll be there. [drive]***


wala naman talaga kong intensyong magdrama. pasensya na kung 'yun ang kinalabasan.

?! blog ?!

tsssssssssssssssk. ang sama ng simula ng taon ko. hay. pero kung tutuusin, ako naman may kasalanan rin.

now i really have to improve for the future.

Tomorrow is dept. exams in Math 100 and Chem 14 lec. I wish i'd reach my target score. Grhmm... hmm... Go Jen!

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announcement: who wants to earn money simply by blogging? anyone? ask me, and i'll elaborate about the figures. this is not a scam, promise :D the money you'll earn will be forwarded to your bank account.