drama rama

have you ever felt the urge to disappear into thin air? ever curled up in bed, alone, wishing you were a kid again, buzzing around your mum and dad, innocent and completely problem - free? ... or wished things were different from how they actually are? ... you probably had, right?

i couldn't point my finger at the word that best fits this this. (there. i can't explain myself, as usual.)

maybe this is just a case of one of those adolescent chuchus where teens are stupid and rebellious and lazy and hasty and curious and adventurous and paranoid(?), or just plain annoying.

ah. enough!

.....

listening to music while typing my blues away distracts me and changes my mood. well, maybe that's what i need, a big, sleazy, diversion. good thing i thought of plugging my ears into incubus before i completely give in to this.

^ which gives me an idea, i'll change the dicta license plugin in this page into one of the many remarkable incubus songs.

***sometimes, i feel the fear of, uncertainty stinging clear. and i can't help but ask myself how much i'll let the fear take the wheel and steer. it's driven me before, and it seems to a faint, haunting mass appeal. but lately i, am beginning to find that i, should be the one behind the wheel. tomorrow brings, i'll be there. [drive]***


wala naman talaga kong intensyong magdrama. pasensya na kung 'yun ang kinalabasan.