10.28.2006

suhol (?)

wow. ngayon ko lang nalaman kung ga'no ka-gusto ng mga magulang ko na magkaron ng doktor na anak.

dahil napapansin nilang atat na atat na ko magkaroon ng non - pro driver's license kahit magse-17 pa lang ako sa pebrero (pwede na pero dapat mayroon muna akong student's license. pero wala ako nun ngayon.), nangako na silang ibibigay sa'kin ung bagong Altis namin pagkapasok ko sa med school.

Oo, hindi na bago yun after four years, pero gustong gusto ko parin, ganda eh, tipid pa sa gas, kahit ginto na ang petrolyo. Bibili na lang ng bago ang nanay ko para sa kanya. bakit hindi na lang ako ang ibili ng bago? tssss

mas naatat ako.

pero ewan ko ba sa nanay ko, ewan ko kung gusto niyang maatat ako o ano. sabi niya, "Tingnan mo nga kami ng ate mo, muntik nang mamatay habang naddrive siya. Dito kami nabangga nung jeep na un. Hindi madali magdrive." nagddrive kasi si ung nanay ko habang sinasabi niya yun. tinatawid niya yung kotse sa highway, dahil pupunta kami sa dok dahil inaapoy ako.

sabi nya naman pagkatapos nun, "Pero kelangan mo un kung magme-med ka." Gatong naman ako, "Onga mommy, ung mga med students dun samin merong mga kotse."

ZFS 759, magiging plate kita. hintay hintay lang.. bwahahaha!! *.*

nandun pa rin ang nangungunang rason ko. ano un? masdan mo ang mga kababayan natin at malalaman mo. fuck the money. it's all about the lives.

katuwa. ito'y isa sa mga pagkakataon na ang cerebellar convolusions ang puhunan.

sana tama ang ginamit ko na term sa taas. nabasa ko naman yan kung saan dati.

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"To forget one's purpose is the commonest form of stupidity.”-nietzsche

10.22.2006

friedrich nietzsche

A man who has depths in his shame meets his destiny and his delicate decisions upon paths which few ever reach and with regard to the existence of which his nearest and most intimate friends may be ignorant; his mortal danger conceals itself from their eyes, and equally so his regained security. Such a hidden nature, which instinctively employs speech for silence and concealment, and is inexhaustible in evasion of communication, desires and insists that a mask of himself shall occupy his place in the hearts and heads of his friends; and supposing he does not desire it, his eyes will some day be opened to the fact that there is nevertheless amask of him there - and that it is well to be so.

10.13.2006

haircut & ballet

i had my hair cut again. :D

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100706 - Lisa Macuja's 20th Anniversary Show's introductory ballerinas. (I think they look like fireflies.) We weren't allowed to bring cameras, etc inside, but i stole a shot anyway.. :D

can't blog much today, i still have to study for finals... 'til then.. xp