updates

1. During Christmas day my brother and my mom had this conversation:

M: Maging mabait ka na, yun na lang gift mo sakin sa Christmas.
A: New Year's Resolution ko yun.
M: Bakit hindi na lang ngayon?
A: I like to keep things on schedule.

Hahaha. Just sharing. He's even weirder than me. Hahah.


2. I brought all of my uniforms off and had, like 5 or more inches off the waist. Seriously. Even when I was at my fattest last sem, it was at least 2 inches too loose around the waist (and the butt). Oh during our last uniform day for this year I saw a 'person' without hot pants under her white slacks, and her panties were being 'eaten by her butt' in unequal proportions. Ohmy, next time I'd avoid that nightmarish sight. Heck, mean as I may sound, I feel embarrassed for her.


3. Well, I spent most of the last week of school for this year with someone .... Great. As my sister told me, I sound so mushy and annoying so I won't elaborate much on this.


4. I don't know what to buy with my Christmas money. Seriously. Either I have too many things in mind but I don't have enough money or I don't want anything badly enough.


5. I had at least 10 inches of my hair cut last sembreak, but I still feel the urge to cut it shorter. Haha. Short haircut is sort of addictive, trust me. Or is it because I'm too lazy to maintain a longer do? Hm. My crazy ideas are starting to pile again. :)

6. I soooo love Katy Perry. And I want a strawberry necklace like the one she has:

!@#$%^

I feel like I've gone miles since my previous posts and I feel so different (in a good way).

Later's lantern parade and let's see what happens. =)

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Now I officially know that I have Type A blood. Haha! All this time I tought I was an O. =)

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Remember when I dove into the crowd
And I got a bloody knee under my skin, a mark from wiping out
It brings back the memories
Every bone's been broken
But my heart is still wide open

I can't stop
Don't care if I lose
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
I'm going down in flames for you
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted too

With each scar there's a map that tells a story what a souvenir of Young love's like jumping out
An airplane riding a tidal wave on an ocean of emotion
My heart rips me wide open

I can't stop
Don't care if I lose
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
I'm going down in flames for you
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted too

And I cover up these scars
(We'll make it we'll make it but we break it)
And I can't stop seeing stars
(lets hope not die)
Whenever you're around
Around

I can't stop
Don't care if I lose
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
I'm going down in flames for you
oohhh you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to

I can't stop no I cant stop
no I can't stop
Ohh I'm going out in flames
Ohh I'm going down in flames

band nostalgia

I love playing music.

I just wished music loved playing me too.

I'd like to play music everytime my schedule allows it. Not the kind of play where you press to play but the kind of play where you actually produce music. As Bamboo says "the music plays the band, the songs play the music".

I'm frustrated. I understand the theory and I've been thought a hundred times by my teacher, but I still can't play modern piano properly. Somehow classical music seems easier though it's actually harder. I can't even express how much my inability makes me feel unworthy. =(

frustration

Funny how people say I should like someone better when he doesn't even notice me. He DID, but that wasn't enough.

1@^&&#@*#@#$%^&!@#$%^&*(@%^&*.
On the bright side, it's good that unlike others he's loyal to his girlfriend.

Need I say SHE'S THE LUCKIEST person on earth?

This is beyond frustrating!