the quiet

may isang bagay ngayon na gusto kong maranasan. hindi biruan to a, gusto ko ma-experience kung pano maging pipi/bingi (mute/deaf). o kaya yung buong buhay mo akala ng lahat ng tao pipi/bingi ka pero nakakapagsalita/nakakarinig ka naman.

pano kaya yun? akala nilang lahat disabled ka. pano pag sinabi sayo ng lahat ng tao mga sikreto nila? tas alam mo lahat yun. o kaya may mga sinasabi sila na akala nila hindi mo naririnig pero naririnig mo naman...? tas malalaman nila bigla na nakakarinig ka naman pala.

gusto ko maranasan yun, kahit isang araw/linggo lang.

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may natuklasan akong mahalagang bagay (para sakin) ngayong araw na to. classical pianist ako. nalaman ko to habang tinutugtog ko ang Moonlight Sonata ni Beethoven kanina matapos ko marinig 'to sa tv bilang background.

(si Beethoven nga pala'y bingi sa huling 20 taon ng buhay niya. kitams. ang galing. nakapagcompose pa siya nung mga panahong yun a. wala ka nang ibang magagawa kundi magtaka. see above)

kahit gaano karaming piyesa ng mga tipo kong modernong kanta ang meron ako ay klasikal parin ang hilig ko. yung tipong 200-300 taon nang pinaglipasan ng panahon.

makukumpleto lang lahat ng pangarap ko pag nagkaron ako ng short grand piano sa sarili kong bahay. pangako ko sa sarili ko bibili ako nito pag may trabaho na ko. sobrang mahal ba naman. 300K ang pinakamura. pero gusto ko bechstein, steinway & sons, pleyegel (brand ng piano ko), o bosendorfer.

randomness

may gusto akong itanong kay oj, yung boyfriend dati ni avianne. "Metrosexual ka ba?"

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bakit naman ang tagal mag-update ng mga moderators ng peyups.com? yun na nga lang ang inaabangan ko lagi na source ng mga essays at short stories.

good thing there's esnips.com (online resource of books, music, etc). that's where i get novels.

there's this song Six Days off the Tokyo Drift soundtrack, it gave me the lss, though i'm not much of a rap fan.

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Dad: Pagkatapos nila asawa naman. Ayoko na bumoto.

egoista dynasty

Parehong-pareho ang gameplans nila Barzaga (Dasma mayor) at Castillo (Bacoor mayor). Both have reached the maximum number of terms as mayor in their respective towns. What to do? Make their wives run for their former positions as they themselves run for Congress.

Congress - a much better alternative if you want to stay in power and be far more filthy rich.

Why make their unexperienced wives run? There may be a lot of reasons to it. I'm thinking: to stay in power, to remain in control of the business transactions happening in town, to hold office until their kids are old enough to take the position from them (yeah dynasty!), to remain beneficiaries of progess, or to serve their beloved people (to continue what their husbands have started, blahblah). Everyone knows the last reason's just for cover.

Castillo. He wasn't able to do anything about the annoying traffic situation in Bacoor during the length of his 3 terms! The hell. Nagsuggest nga siya thru a large billboard sa MMDA, anong silbi nun? Why set the billboard up in Bacoor? MMDA nga. He should have put it up in the Cavite-Metro Manila exit. Sino mga napepeste sa traffic situation sa Bacoor? Lahat. Bacoor's the north end of Cavite, so it's nearest Metro Manila. But there's one thing amusing about him. I can't help but laugh everytime I see his face in the numerous billboards and posters in Bacoor. He looks like Moe (the tavern owner) from The Simpsons! hahaha! Last year he ordered the Bacoor Police Station to be closed. Why? Because he said he was against the political dynasty threatening to take over Bacoor if Strike Bautista (Revilla) won for mayor against him in the coming elections. Then he makes his wife run. Wouldn't that be political dynasty just the same? What an outright MORON. Tagalog: BOBO. See this.

Barzaga. I give him credit for Dasma's becoming a 1st class urban municipality (and the light traffic situation). I appreciate the escalator-overpass being constructed, but I hate the fact he started the project during the campaign period. What a very obvious ploy to make voters select him and his wife. Plus the vanity! He uses government funds to display pictures of him with his family around town. The pictures come with friendly government reminders, but the images are more noticeable than the reminders themselves.

I can only hope they lose.

grade 5 kuno

kanina ko lang na-appreciate ang paglalaro ng dota with friends(blockmates). mas maligaya ang buhay pag pumapatay ka na rin.

panira yung compleshiooon na yun. kahit sa june pa, panira pa rin.

si boni ang may kagagawan ng lahat ng to.

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18 candles rin ako sa debut ng elementary friend ko, so magiging malaking ESS-South reunion yun. pero may dilemma na naman. Hawaiian Theme!

nagsuggest si blockmate niña kanina ng grass skirt with bikini top. omaygad! na-imagine ko agad belly dancing eh. hahahahaha. walanjo talaga yun.

anyway, ang naisip ko isuot, at sinabi ko rin kay byan ay knee-length halter dress na bulaklakin at havaianas. magsasabit na lang siguro ako ng talangkay ng orchid para mukhang hawaiian. hehehehehe... joke.

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magpapahaba na lang ulit ako, dahil kay riel (& rik). :D

what a waste

one of my friends gave in to a psychotic talk-shit guy. i used to think of a lot of undesirable traits when his name comes up in a conversation, but these days all i could associate with him is psychotic and talk-shit. because he really is. trust me, i do have the right to say these things.

she perfectly knew everything from the beginning, she watched everything transpire during senior year. she knew he has the sweetest, most insincere tongue around, conversing in english when he's starting to get insincere so you wouldn't notice the tone in which he says his words. no, i'm not the only one who sees this. sabi nga nila, masyadong matamis ang dila niya. sabi nga ni katukayo, halata namang hindi sincere, pa-english-english pa.

anyhow, who cares? it's her life. she's free to make a mess out of it.

i won't do anything about it anymore.