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I feel like I've gone miles since my previous posts and I feel so different (in a good way).

Later's lantern parade and let's see what happens. =)

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Now I officially know that I have Type A blood. Haha! All this time I tought I was an O. =)

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Remember when I dove into the crowd
And I got a bloody knee under my skin, a mark from wiping out
It brings back the memories
Every bone's been broken
But my heart is still wide open

I can't stop
Don't care if I lose
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
I'm going down in flames for you
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted too

With each scar there's a map that tells a story what a souvenir of Young love's like jumping out
An airplane riding a tidal wave on an ocean of emotion
My heart rips me wide open

I can't stop
Don't care if I lose
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
I'm going down in flames for you
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted too

And I cover up these scars
(We'll make it we'll make it but we break it)
And I can't stop seeing stars
(lets hope not die)
Whenever you're around
Around

I can't stop
Don't care if I lose
Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
I'm going down in flames for you
oohhh you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to

I can't stop no I cant stop
no I can't stop
Ohh I'm going out in flames
Ohh I'm going down in flames

band nostalgia

I love playing music.

I just wished music loved playing me too.

I'd like to play music everytime my schedule allows it. Not the kind of play where you press to play but the kind of play where you actually produce music. As Bamboo says "the music plays the band, the songs play the music".

I'm frustrated. I understand the theory and I've been thought a hundred times by my teacher, but I still can't play modern piano properly. Somehow classical music seems easier though it's actually harder. I can't even express how much my inability makes me feel unworthy. =(

frustration

Funny how people say I should like someone better when he doesn't even notice me. He DID, but that wasn't enough.

1@^&&#@*#@#$%^&!@#$%^&*(@%^&*.
On the bright side, it's good that unlike others he's loyal to his girlfriend.

Need I say SHE'S THE LUCKIEST person on earth?

This is beyond frustrating!

truth thursday

I want to show the world the movie Love of Siam so they would better understand gays.

http://taguan.multiply.com/journal/item/224/TRUTH_THURSDAY_10_THIS_HANDMADE_LIFE