We come to our own center of the world
Where all faces fade into darkness.
All I see is you
No longer there
No one can erase the past
As witnessed by the stars,
But the world can never wait
For anyone to start over.
(Over The Edge - Dicta License)
Breakups are never easy. You start questioning yourself and reality. You don't really know if you did anything wrong, And you don't know if it's really okay to trust him when he says he's not cheating on you. (I do, by the way. Either way, there's really nothing I can do if he is.)
It wasn't my intention to tell all my blockmates about it, but sure enough, they noticed how swollen and red my eyes were the next morning. So that's how they found out.
I don't know when I will finally be able forget everything, but I'm happy because I think I'm handling it quite well.
No, I'm still not over him and I DO still love him. After all, he made me really happy. BUT I can never force anything upon anyone, especially feelings. And I can't really be happy in a one-way relationship. (Remember? It always takes two to tango.)
When will I get over this? Only time will tell. Meanwhile, I will continue to do the things I do, sans him, and hopefully avoid getting all emotional remembering things associated to him.
It wasn't my intention to tell all my blockmates about it, but sure enough, they noticed how swollen and red my eyes were the next morning. So that's how they found out.
I don't know when I will finally be able forget everything, but I'm happy because I think I'm handling it quite well.
No, I'm still not over him and I DO still love him. After all, he made me really happy. BUT I can never force anything upon anyone, especially feelings. And I can't really be happy in a one-way relationship. (Remember? It always takes two to tango.)
When will I get over this? Only time will tell. Meanwhile, I will continue to do the things I do, sans him, and hopefully avoid getting all emotional remembering things associated to him.
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