to everyone i've annoyed, hurt and confused for the past few months, i'm really sorry.
i know i've said things without thinking.
you can expect better from me now.
3.13.2008
3.10.2008
character assassination
WHAT'S THE POINT OF ATTACKING ME BEHIND MY BACK? DO YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT MY IMPERFECTIONS? I NEVER SAID ANYTHING BAD AGAINST YOU AND WHATEVER'S HAPPENING TO YOUR (LOVE)LIFE FROM THE BEGINNING, FOR YOUR INFORMATION, BECAUSE IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS.
ABOUT THE PAST, IT'S NOT EVEN YOUR ISSUE TO BEGIN WITH, I CAN'T SEE WHY YOU'RE SO AFFECTED. THE ISSUE'S OVER, AND YOU'RE STILL OBSESSING.
DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE.
3.01.2008
trills, MOrg love, ocean park
Sometimes, you have to tell the truth early on, even if there are negative consequences, so people won't end up wasting their time on the same shit for months.
Yeah, my piano teacher insisted, for months, that I should master and follow the prescribed 4-trill-notes-per-beat rule. To be honest, I hate trills (maybe because I was never really able to play them properly). It was only when we were practicing earlier today that she told me it's ok if I don't follow the prescribed number of trills (because she finally realized I don't have the talent for trills), as long as I make it sound like trills, after all, they're just accessory notes(though the elderly pianists in the crowd will probably notice the modification I/we made).
So much for 6 months trying to perfect trills. btw, the concert's tomorrow (bring bananas for your nerves, jen.)...
Anyway, last night was MOrg Love!! yay! Ü
It was almost perfect (the only depressing thing is MOrg's fiscal problems..). Here's a picture of the last band, Sugarfree (yay to Nas and me for being their band aids):
Last night (actually, this morning) is also the first time I approached an artist for something. Well, because my friend Majo wanted a souvenir from Ebe (vocalist) - preferably a guitar pick. But as I saw it none in the band used a pick so I eyed the can Ebe was drinking his San Mig Light from. But I didn't want her to have trash so I scanned for another item. Then I saw the white plastic bracelets he was wearing. He looked friendly enough (and I wasted enough) so I asked for one of those bracelets after their performance. Good thing he's accommodating, and I got Majo her souvenir.
And today was Manila Ocean Park day.
I learned loads about aquatic life, but what really got me was the Japanese something crab (biggest arthropod in the world). It was so big and tempting. uhh. I just wanted to grab it from it's aquarium and boil it in the biggest casserole I can find.
So much for 6 months trying to perfect trills. btw, the concert's tomorrow (bring bananas for your nerves, jen.)...
Anyway, last night was MOrg Love!! yay! Ü
It was almost perfect (the only depressing thing is MOrg's fiscal problems..). Here's a picture of the last band, Sugarfree (yay to Nas and me for being their band aids):
Last night (actually, this morning) is also the first time I approached an artist for something. Well, because my friend Majo wanted a souvenir from Ebe (vocalist) - preferably a guitar pick. But as I saw it none in the band used a pick so I eyed the can Ebe was drinking his San Mig Light from. But I didn't want her to have trash so I scanned for another item. Then I saw the white plastic bracelets he was wearing. He looked friendly enough (and I wasted enough) so I asked for one of those bracelets after their performance. Good thing he's accommodating, and I got Majo her souvenir.
And today was Manila Ocean Park day.
I learned loads about aquatic life, but what really got me was the Japanese something crab (biggest arthropod in the world). It was so big and tempting. uhh. I just wanted to grab it from it's aquarium and boil it in the biggest casserole I can find.
2.16.2008
actually
oh no. i'm such an irresponsible morg member. sorry, orgmates, kahit alam kong hindi nyo mababasa to. i should have done a duty last friday but i deliberately didn't. sorry. alam nyo rin naman, mahirap yun, pati kayo nahihirapan. and sorry i wasn't able to wear formal last thursday (uh, ni hindi ko nga kayo nasamahan nung thursday) kasi thursday is uniform day...
126 exam - alam kong kung mago-o.c. si ma'am sa pagchcheck, malamang marami akong mali. pero kung ang gusto nya lang e yung thought or gusto nya lang mafigure kung naiintindihan ng sumasagot, mabubuhay naman ako. (gumawa ako ng bagong lecture kagabi sa subject na to. reviewer lang naman dapat ang gagawin ko pero sinipag ako so yun. kung gumawa rin naman kasi ako ng reviewer parang lecture din. kasi yung notebook ko ay klinepto na. actually. kilala ko kung sino pero syempre di naman aamin yun. hindi nga umamin, so i didn't press the issue. sige kunyari may ungrateful mysterious person na nanghiram na lang at di na binalik. plus i'm not yet mean enough to embarass someone just because of a lecture notebook.)
tumira nga pala ko ng 2 lipovitan ira bottles para magising, pati maraming food for energy. pero dun sa unang bottle tulog ako. 6 hours naman, medyo matagal for a typical pre-exam sleep(i.e. 2 to 3 hours). well. malakas naman ang loob ng lahat matulog nang matagal pag pharm chem exams kasi usually after lunch ang sked. so yun. nagets at naalala ko naman lahat ng reaction mechanisms so ok lang mag-indulge sa tulog.
pagkatapos ng exam bumili ako ng teargas for mom. it's super cute, apple green leather case, i could post a picture here but i'm too lazy to do that right now. pagkatapos din ng exam pumunta kami ke rohanna tapos yun, i won't elaborate on the details pero super enjoy. Ü
thought for the day: less talk, less issues, so jen, shut up.
126 exam - alam kong kung mago-o.c. si ma'am sa pagchcheck, malamang marami akong mali. pero kung ang gusto nya lang e yung thought or gusto nya lang mafigure kung naiintindihan ng sumasagot, mabubuhay naman ako. (gumawa ako ng bagong lecture kagabi sa subject na to. reviewer lang naman dapat ang gagawin ko pero sinipag ako so yun. kung gumawa rin naman kasi ako ng reviewer parang lecture din. kasi yung notebook ko ay klinepto na. actually. kilala ko kung sino pero syempre di naman aamin yun. hindi nga umamin, so i didn't press the issue. sige kunyari may ungrateful mysterious person na nanghiram na lang at di na binalik. plus i'm not yet mean enough to embarass someone just because of a lecture notebook.)
tumira nga pala ko ng 2 lipovitan ira bottles para magising, pati maraming food for energy. pero dun sa unang bottle tulog ako. 6 hours naman, medyo matagal for a typical pre-exam sleep(i.e. 2 to 3 hours). well. malakas naman ang loob ng lahat matulog nang matagal pag pharm chem exams kasi usually after lunch ang sked. so yun. nagets at naalala ko naman lahat ng reaction mechanisms so ok lang mag-indulge sa tulog.
pagkatapos ng exam bumili ako ng teargas for mom. it's super cute, apple green leather case, i could post a picture here but i'm too lazy to do that right now. pagkatapos din ng exam pumunta kami ke rohanna tapos yun, i won't elaborate on the details pero super enjoy. Ü
thought for the day: less talk, less issues, so jen, shut up.
2.10.2008
daydream
I've been smiling, no, grinning, like an idiot for almost a whole day now. It's stupid, and I sound like a hopeless romantic, but who cares? hmmmm...... Ü
like a star that's slowly fading; like ice so cold and clear; love would've been just a memory forgotten; but now love is all that i feel since you took away all my fears. (brickwall, weeband)
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