terrified

So, this song made my day (and the free venti vanilla frap from starbucks.xp):

Lala Lala la la
Mmmmmm mmm
You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world
Full of wrong
Your the thing thats right
Finally made it
Through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again
My hearts in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrifed
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
Life

This could be good
Its already better than that
And nothings worse
Than knowing your holding back
I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You set it again
My hearts in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life

I only said it 'cause I mean it
Oh I only mean it
'Couse its true
So dont you tear
What I've been dreaming
'Couse it keeps me up
And holds me close
Whenever Im without you

You set it again
My hearts in motions
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
Life, life
In my only life

(Terrified by Kara Dioguardi)

dear john

(this post is at least one week late)

Okay, so it wasn't such a good movie after all. I must say the one who cut the scenes for the Teasers was indeed brilliant! BUT, it did have its share of amazing moments.. And most of all, it made me cry (the last time I cried over a movie was with Love of Siam). Not so much because of the stuff that happened in the movie but because certain scenes in there made me remember ..uhmm, stuff.

Anyway, after watching this, lame as I am, I wrote a "dear john". Not really sure if I'd ever let "john" read it though. Perhaps before he leaves? Or Not.

Things are becoming ironic again!